{"id":377,"date":"2026-02-09T12:33:29","date_gmt":"2026-02-09T12:33:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kcs.guru\/blog\/?p=377"},"modified":"2026-02-09T12:33:41","modified_gmt":"2026-02-09T12:33:41","slug":"i-will-if-i-want-to","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/kcs.guru\/blog\/2026\/02\/09\/i-will-if-i-want-to\/","title":{"rendered":"I Will If I Want To"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Have a wonderful Monday! I am going to do things a little differently this week. I have decided to give myself a break from writing on the weekends. I think I am pushing myself too hard by writing every day. I need to take a chill pill (or relax, I don’t really intend on taking a pill) and give myself some room to breathe. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Part Three and all its sections: This had been a challenging part to work on, and it’s still getting bigger every day. Now there are five sections to that part, and I believe some of them will grow into monsters. It’s an important part of the book, so I am taking my time finishing this first draft. It needs to be good, or no one is going to want to finish my book.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I’ve been trying to take good care of myself while writing this book. It’s been a lot to deal with. Going back in time and remembering every detail comes with a lot of stress. It’s bringing back a lot of memories that I need to process. I can’t just write it down without thinking about it and feeling it all again. It doesn’t work that way. I lived this, and to some extent, I am reliving it as I am writing it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

It truly is an unbelievable story. I count my blessings every day that no one was hurt, and neither was I. I can’t believe I lived through this. It’s been a horrific few years, and some of these memories haunt me deeply, even when not considering them for the book.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I am so sorry for the things that happened during the time I was experiencing these last few episodes. I am deeply sorry, and there is nothing I can do to ever make it up to the people who were involved or encountered me along the way, especially on March 8th, 2024.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

We will be talking about divine intervention in the book because that’s what happened that day. God ripped me right out of the life I was living and took me away from the hell I was experiencing. He put me in a safe environment, where I eventually got the help I needed. In the end, he relocated me to a whole new life, and it’s a better one. Even though I am still suffering from the same mental illness, I have learned not to fall into what happens to me. I won’t get involved. I refuse to let it put me through anything so severe again. I will sit this one out.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

That’s all I am going to say about that. Read the book when it comes out, if you really want to know the truth. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I’m not looking for your pity. I want you to learn something about these illnesses and stop believing the stereotypes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Have a great day! Thanks again for stopping by! Take care!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sincerely, R. Kline<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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